After a failed October cycle, we had picked up the pieces of broken dreams and already started looking ahead to our November cycle. Unfortunately, our November cycle will be a "natural" cycle (and experience tells us that doesn't get us where we want to be). My CD1 fell on the first day we were in Boston (the one time that I actually have a somewhat normal cycle, I was banking on the fact that I wouldn't... go figure), so I couldn't go in for my baseline ultrasound. Without a baseline, my doc won't prescribe the meds.
We're waiting AGAIN.
I can't tell you how frustrating this is. I am just tired. Tired of waiting. Tired of hoping. Tired of dreaming. Tired of this rollercoaster. Tired. Tired. Tired.
So, we keep praying. We pray for strength and patience and faith and that someday, somehow, the desire of our hearts will be fulfilled.
And we ask that you keep praying too.